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Sunday, December 19, 2010
Last blogged @ 00:16 People think a soul mate is a perfect fit, and that’s what everyone wants. But a true soulmate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that’s holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life. A true soulmate is probably the most important person you’ll ever meet, because they tear you down your walls and smack you awake. — Eat, Sleep, Pray by Elizabeth Gilbert
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
Last blogged @ 12:16 This post is especiallyyyyy for hazzeeeqqqq ^_^ my bestieee 😍 lau ader jodoh ader kayyy tkmu sad sad...** you will still be my bestie lau tk jadik bby boy pun 💕💓 20/09/2010Anw had a great night with shashashaaiiii ;) pretty babe! <3 nbsp="" p="">  hazzeeq sorry i left! And sorry for making you cry ok... Now im gg to make u smile ^_^ tkmuu sedeyy... Nah here u go the question survey u asked ;) (One) When did you last cry? two days ago.. (Two) Do you (Three) When was the last time you fell asleep with someone of the opposite sex? Haha... ten years ago? i slept with my brother. :) *winkkkk (Four) What is the last lie you told your parents? Can't recall.. i don't know how to lie, they'll end up knowing the truth xD (Five) Did you ever wish a close friend to death? Nope... (Six) Has a guy/girl ever seriously punched you more than once? Nah.. :) (Seven) Have you ever made out until you ran out of breath? Nope. I've never kissed any guy before in my entire life. I'll save the best for my true love, my husband. In the future laa (Eight) Do you think you were ever in love? Yeah..but not anymore. :) (One) Have you ever dated your friend’s ex? No laa! seow ah? i not that kind. (Two) Have you done bad things with your parents near by? No.. tkmu gini la hahahah (Three) Have you started a horrible rumor about somebody? Ummm i dont think so.. haha (Four) Did you ever fail the school year? Nopee. (Five) Have you ever done hallucinogenic drugs? what's that? hahaha nooo... i think.. (Six) Have you ever been too drunk to remember a certain night? I dont even drink n want to drink. Not appetizing. :) (Seven) Do you think your future will be a good one? Yes insya allah. =) ....How big is your bed? No bed. :) ....What are you listening to right now? My mum talking on the phone. heheh! ....What are the last 4 digits in your cell phone number? 4558. ....What was the last thing you ate? curry with bread. ....Last person you hugged? My old time friend when I bumped into her the other day cause i miss her so.. ....How is the weather right now? Sunnyyyy ;) ....Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? khydir, my best friend. :) ....What is the first thing you notice in the opposite sex? character. Smile. EYESSS... hehee ....Favorite type of Food? Japanese food.. Malay food.. ....Do you want children? yes insya allah in th future. Not now.. hehhh ....Do you drink? Never. ....Hair color? black. ....Eye color? black. ....Do you wear contacts/glasses? Neither. ....Favorite holiday? school holiday. the longer, the better. ....Favorite weather? Rainy.. :) ....Have you ever cried over a girl/boy? Ever but after that I'll laugh about it cause i know it's silly. haha ....Last Movie you Watched? Resident evil afterlife! :D ....What books are you reading? Agatha christie: and then there were none ....Piercings? ears, one on each ear.. hahaha ....Favorite Movie? None? hahhaa... all the same feeling. ....Favorite college football Team? HUH? DOnt know. haha ....What were you doing before filling this out? checking my email haha... ....Any pets? I have one sweetheart hamster at home. Only one. :) ....Dogs or cats? both.. :) ....Favorite Flower? white flowers. :) K donee. :D bye.
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
Last blogged @ 02:19  
CICAK LOVES ME. hahahhaha. lol.
gila lu cicak. Hmm.. Getting sleepier by days. Zzzz. cant believe i slept on the bus for real. Like really sleep with dreams u know. heehehehe. I just can't wait to watch shrek forever n after! wohhoooo cnfirm syiok! :P Aite will update soon k! Tired ah. Cause some lazybum said, if you are tired, u should sleep. <3 br="">haha! lazybum! ahahha. ok so let's try see if it works! lol !!!etindoog ~eracekat :) 
Wednesday, May 05, 2010
Last blogged @ 00:34 Waaaah. I have broken the record. I'm finally, late for school after 16 years of schooling experience! ceh. -.- Nah, cause from kindergarten to secondary, my school was always nearby my house. hahaah. Oh, yah.So, I quickly ran from the bustop to my class. By then, my lecturer looked at me like as if I've done nothing wrong. Haha, I forgot I'm not in secondary school anymore. Waste my energy running. Anyways, met Naz, Nad, Sepols, Mitchelle and Azimah just now at starbucks. Had a great time! :D  And oh, i miss this one. I'm just at page 13 for goodness sake. I'd better catch up! till here. Sleep tight. <3
Monday, November 30, 2009
Last blogged @ 10:17  Note to self: just breathe.Heys. Went out with sis hawa and fiq yesterday. Had a great time. Really, I owe a lot of thanks to both of them. Haha tak habes2.. And thanks to fiq for the kfc treat! yumms. :PAnd to kak we, hope you'll really enjoooooy your 19th birthday which is coming soon. Stay sweet and happy k. :) Oh, btw I really enjoyed the part we are in supreme court for the design blahblah festival. I reaaaaaallllllly have been wanting to go in there, and didnt get a chance to since it's always closed. Tiba tiba semalam bukak! wah I'm so happy that I finally get to enter that prestigious place. HEEehhhh. Don't mind me, I'm always excited for some merepek(nonsensical) reason. haha. :) Apparently, something rare happened to me yesterday. Ain't gonna describe further. It's a disappointment, nothing ironical or exciting. heh. I don't even know why the heck I'm feeling this way. Down down down down down. Maybe I must learn to let go. And believe that whatever I heard is not an apparition or dream. It's reality and I know, I have to face it. Maybe that girl who had put in loads and loads of efforts, shall deserve it, yeaah. :) I'm chill with it.. haha.. I've never expect anything so far, it's tough to conclude why exactly I'm feeling this way. Legs trembling, nerves gone crazily haywired, brain disfunctioned temporarily, tears waiting for the time to run out. I felt that way throughout the day,I felt super disappointed and sad when I heard about it but I just keep it to myself. It's better that way. I hate to show how bad I felt. I hate to cry in front of people. It's very rare. So long I could control, I will. Control control control. Speech utterly distorted, don't know what am I saying most of the time. hah. In my heart, I uttered prayers again and again. I told myself to chill, chill and chill. But one weird thing about me, I don't know how many things I've bottled up so far. I've never ever confessed how I felt to anybody unless that person triggered. NEVER. Cause that's not me. I take my feelings lightly and always think negatively of myself and the outcomes before I put my thoughts or feelings into words. I'm not as brave as certain society. I'm not. I controlled my tears until yesterday night after isyak, when it all burst out like water pipe when I was letting it all out to Allah s.w.t. I know He knows me the best, I believe He listened. For now,let me put it this way, I'm happy to see him happy with what he has, or who he likes. I don't mind keeping my feelings to myself, since that is what I've been doing so far. I am much comfortable with this. Love is all about heart, not force. Nah nah nah, don't want to make it sound so cheesy. :) Hahaha.. *hug myself* cheer up! cheer up syafiqah!!!!! :D
Saturday, November 28, 2009
Last blogged @ 21:26  Haloooooo! Picture above is adapted from my looklet. This time, I picture a person who is very secretive and very mysterious. Haha.. Somewhat a stalker. kehkeh. :P Talking about stalker, I still won't forget the incident I've went through in sec 2. After sports carnival, me, shai, noris, nad and naz head down to punggol plaza. Afterwhich, we took a free shuttle bus to Sengkang. And thennn... A man, aged around 30-40, kept on looking at shai. Shai sat down and the man sat behind her. Suddenly, the man started to use his hands to explore shai's body. Shai felt uncomfortable I think, but I forgot what she did after that... Haha. Sorry I'm quite forgetful, can't blame me. But I remembered what we did once we alight. Once we alight, the man followed us up the overhead bridge. Time tu, mcm dah suspense ah semua orang... haha. So, I followed my instincts and I think by taking a lift to 5th floor and then taking stairs to the 6th floor could help us to be less likely detected by that pervert. From the sixth floor, we all spy on him from a small hole and we saw him looking and searching for us. Wah, by then I really feel like a detective. B) After that, the man slowly walk off as I think he's too tired already. Too bad. :) After that we quickly ran off to school. Haha. We are safe! No injuries, nothing. :) congrats. haha. And everytime we talked about that, we will really laugh at how we all look like when we are panting, faces all pale like paper. Haha. I have to use paper, no other words to describe how pale we look like. :P So, yeah.. it sounds like as if we are on a race or in adventure movies bla5..... Okay before I become more and more crappy, I'd better stop and sleep. Haha.. Goodnight all. God bless. :)
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Last blogged @ 19:30  Snobbish Star.Made it all up like how I picture a wealthy bitch in front of me. Heehee. :) Last blogged @ 17:18 H E L L O W O R L D!!! :D It's discouraging when you get to know that somebody ever bitched about you. This morning, my sister came to me and told me that somebody in her workplace had gave her critics which are not meant to give a positive change. I believe, everyone who have already undergo puberty in this wide world faces criticisms, haters, buggers, psychoes, bitches, sluts etc..at least once. If I'm wrong, prove me so. But life revolves around karma. I admit that I'm not an angel. So, if somebody were to bitch about me, I would accept it as parts and parcels of life although as a girl, dissatisfaction is always guaranteed.haha.. I've went through moments of depression, disappointment and embarassment.All because of the criticisms people put on me. So,the ultimate sayings of the day would be, "Embrace those who love you and whom you love,and rid yourself of those who will bring you down." Yeah! That's the attitude! :) Chiayok chiayok~ Today, I spent most of my time at home, preparing for Hari Raya Haji. Since it's the eve of Aidiladha, I would like to wish all muslims a happy hari Raya aidiladha. Enjoy your day. :) Oh, anyway!!! Dynas mokhtar replied my tweet. haha.. I know it would be "whatever" to you, but it's a big deal for me okay. Haha,haha. :P Some of you might not even know who she is. Haha.. But she's a famous malaysian actress. heeee! :) Alright I'll update you more next time k! Maybe about tomorrow's hari raya, god's will. Till here baybehhh. B Y E B Y E.
Monday, November 23, 2009
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